A recipient of God's mercy, I'm perplexed.

God owes us nothing!

I am but His little speck of dust.

Today, I experienced His mercy and it's truly unfathomable; I said to Him;

'How am I supposed to thank you? What can I say? What do I do? I don't even understand'. I just knew I had received it.

Boy it's heavy! Undeserving little insignificant me before the Lord of Hosts and He decides to be merciful?

Plucked the pride right out my heart, because who am I?

When we realize how small we are, how we are nothing without Him and He's Him without us.

Man!

My fingers are still all fidgety. Mercy Gawd!

I understand why David wrote so much about it in the Psalms

I asked to experience it and I can't even express what it feels like...

Boyyyyy I want to throw myself on Jesus and let it all out. I want to sing but what songs? all I can do is sit and ponder how unworthy I am to be a recipient of His mercy.

My heart fails to grasp it's depths. It's breathtaking because the begging question is why? And the simple answer is..

It's who He is...

Exodus 34:6 NLT

The Lord passed in front of Moses, calling out, “Yahweh! The Lord! The God of compassion and mercy! I am slow to anger and filled with unfailing love and faithfulness.

That about sums it up. (ps. that is the very first time God described Himself in the bible)

All I can say is; God is good and His mercies and unfailing love is an incomprehensible thing to behold but He lavishes it on us anyways.

I'm glad to say I'm overwhelmed by mercy.

                                                                              –His tiny speck of dust.